When I first got home, my head was spinning and I was doing a lot of thinking. I listened to a sermon on a walk with the dog and it got me super angry. I turned on Pandora.
“Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus,
You can have, all these things
Just give me Jesus”
I think nothing of it, start to write. Then Song 2:
“Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that you’re my God”
I write some, reread it, make some edits, etc. Then Song 3:
“Holy, Holy, Holy Is the lord God almighty
who was and is, and is to come
with all creation I sing praise to the king of kings
You are my everything, and I will adore you”
Again, go back to what I’d been writing, full of anger, complaining, and general pouting.
Then song 4:
“Take my life and let it be consecrated, Lord, to thee
Take my moments and my days, let them flow with ceaseless praise”
“I need you Jesus, to come to my rescue. Where else can i go
There’s no other name by which I am saved. Capture me with Grace
I will follow you”
So now I have deleted everything I had written, am going to sit down and listen, and find out what He’s trying to tell me. Seems like He’s up to something. Maybe it’s not about me. Maybe…